Not easy anymore . . .

Been studying for about an hour. Taking notes, solving problems, memorizing some formulas for my ProbStat subject and trying to understand but….it’s so hard. In fact, I’m not sure if I really understood a single thing from what I’ve spent my time on.

I’m getting worried cause I’ve been doing so poorly in my comprehension of even simple things. I’m kinda frustrated thinking that many people around me saying I’m a smart girl when I was in my elementary through high school days, and that I don’t face this kind of dilemma but now…(ugh!)

So many adult things occupied my thinking that kinda distorted it and I don’t know how to recover them. I don’t know what action should I take from the many steps available (I think). . . .